Post by Tohu on Jan 1, 2010 15:39:38 GMT -5
I love my hunter. I do. More than anything else in the world. She is a nice break from healing and I kind of made her my PvE main again. But that's not the point I'm trying to make here. The point is that...plain and simple, Aurasia's a bitch awful person. I have personal issues rping her, because I feel extremely bad when I do, even though I really love her character as a whole.
I know, I know. "Tohu's sleeps around. Girl's a hooker, and you don't have a problem RPing that?! o.o;" But the thing about Tohu is that she is nice. She is friendly, and she loves people very much. I don't have much trouble RPing a "hooker with a heart of gold." I have issues RPing a perpetually angry, sociopathic night elf whose goal in life is to hunt down my priest and make her life completely freaking miserable. I realize that this is IC. I realize that Ras is not me as a person and that no one should be offended by what I do because that is not me. I've been told that countless times and I believe it. Regardless of this, I STILL feel like a horrible person for RPing...a horrible person. >_>; It's hard for me. It's a rough transition from a happy person to a rawr angry person.
I don't know. I just feel awful. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. I shouldn't, but that doesn't stop me from feeling bad. I could go into my past and explain exactly why I feel so guilty all the time and all the emotional bullshit attached to that, but I do not feel comfortable explaining that to people at all.
Point of this thread is...do you think I need to retcon this character a bit? Or do I need to suck it up and deal with her abrasive personality in order to learn how to be confident?
Edit: HURP. I figured things out. No worries.
I know, I know. "Tohu's sleeps around. Girl's a hooker, and you don't have a problem RPing that?! o.o;" But the thing about Tohu is that she is nice. She is friendly, and she loves people very much. I don't have much trouble RPing a "hooker with a heart of gold." I have issues RPing a perpetually angry, sociopathic night elf whose goal in life is to hunt down my priest and make her life completely freaking miserable. I realize that this is IC. I realize that Ras is not me as a person and that no one should be offended by what I do because that is not me. I've been told that countless times and I believe it. Regardless of this, I STILL feel like a horrible person for RPing...a horrible person. >_>; It's hard for me. It's a rough transition from a happy person to a rawr angry person.
I don't know. I just feel awful. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. I shouldn't, but that doesn't stop me from feeling bad. I could go into my past and explain exactly why I feel so guilty all the time and all the emotional bullshit attached to that, but I do not feel comfortable explaining that to people at all.
Point of this thread is...do you think I need to retcon this character a bit? Or do I need to suck it up and deal with her abrasive personality in order to learn how to be confident?
Edit: HURP. I figured things out. No worries.
